That should be me :3

From now onwards i do promise to my mama and myself that i dont Want have any relationship anymore . Sometimes its makes me happy but sometimes ? i do appreciate all my relationship but ? i can make it anymore . I dont belive that someone thant i love leave me . He just leave me . and i Was like gosh . What have i done ? I dont give him my truen loves . Maybe this is my fault . Truely my fault i do admit it . I shounldn't let you go right ? I Want to tell you that night but i just scared !!! scared that you night anger me like hell ...